at 1st i want to say Happy Halloween for you who celebrate it
my country is not the one who do much for this day, just some people do use costumes and attend events. for me myself, i'll go together with my cousin and my friend to Puncak, west java-indonesia LOL nothing i'll do there connected with halloween, just spend weekend times.

and just wanna write some,
these days i get so much problem that my friends and i can't solve it. i used to ask my friends' suggestion for my big problems, but for this one, they can't help either. this is a big matter for me, so i feel so stressed lately..
this problem somehow makes me do something i never did before, something that i never ever think about it before, there might be a change in me. but i do that purely to make this problem doesn't get bigger..
even there are consequences, i know, but i have to take it. i think i have to be braver to solve my own problems. i want to say thanks for my friends who helped me think and gave me solutions even it's not work till now

and from this problem i know that i'm so Emotional. all these time there are people who said that i'm emotional but i don't know what it means and i don't know what it feels.
a friend of mine made me understand and opened my eyes that my emotion should be controlled and i should not be too sensitive *yea i am, i think female is more sensitive than a man* thanks for opening my eyes, now i feel it and i'll change it

to be stressed is somehow worse than death *like i ever know how death is*

well, HAPPY HALLOWEEN friends!
enjoy your candies, costumes, and events!

sorry for my bad english~

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